lottie andersson

Today is a good day, Im glad I spent it with you. 
Since I am not in Sweden nor even uses a computer who has a swedish language in it I will write in this foreign language. I really feel like doing creative things here, cause everytime I go and travel I really get struck by an light of inspiration for doing things I like, witch is not very often theese days. I wanna write, play and learn guitar again, witch was the tool of mine for a long long time, and I wanna feel like it is again - you know, like a pencil is a tool of an artist, a sewingmachine is a tool of a designer - I want my guitar to feel like it is a part of me, cause it is - and I wanna feel like that again. A  few weeks ago something really got stuck in to my head. Who dont I keep up with music? Cause I know, that from the depths of my heart that music really is you know, like my duty in life, something greater than both passion or hobby. Hobby really feel like a disgrace towards my feelings for music. It has been with me for such a long time now, and in this moment, when I write this - a whole in my heart starts hurting from missing it so much. I really miss the years when I was 16-19 and went in the swedish gymnasia, where I met two of my closest friend and really learnt so fucking alot with music. Playing so much, with people and alone - learning harmonics and choirsinging - I want to write that those days was my best years in life, but I was not. From time to time, I really was depressed there since my mother got very ill in cancer. But sure it was the best education so far.
And for the last, I am really enjoying my time here, and that is good. On the picture you can see my beautiful friend Aliki - and today me and Sofia helps her packing her moving stuff for Kalmar (SWE). And just an reminder for myself, we are out of weed. Puss & Kram.